Big girls don't cry...

We don't cry because we want to.
We don't always cry because we are sad.
We don't cry to make people feel bad.

We cry when it is the last result.
We cry when we are so overwhelmed with emotion it is the only thing left to do.
We cry after we have bottled everything inside for too long.

Today I cried. I hate crying. I hate the way I look when I cry, and the way my eyes are red and swollen afterward. I hate admitting to crying or for others to see it. I hate all of these things about crying, but the one thing I hate most is the reason I am crying in the first place. There is always a source to the tears. I might not admit it a first, but after I step back, calm down, and take a deep breath it is all very clear. Yes, sometimes this leads to crying all over again.

Sometimes we cry in happiness.
Sometimes we cry in sadness.
Sometimes we cry in anger.

Tonight my tears are in disappointment. Disappointment in myself... Disappointment in another... Disappointment in decisions...

We all make mistakes, sometimes we can take them back, sometimes we can't. Sometimes we can say I'm sorry, sometimes it's to late.

For all of you that have recently made a mistake or hurt someone and you want to take it back... WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?? GO NOW... I wish someone would.

I will probably regret posting this, but for now I'm selecting PUBLISH POST!